did it really happen?
every tiem i wake up after a vivd dream i try and think and recollect it...but it seems to fade muck quicly than i can grasp it...it seems so weird...and dissapointing evn the traces of the dream reminds tht it was fun...i was enjoying it. memories of the past are more or else like these dreams...they are fading...they are going to some dark corner in the brain where they seem to be less accessible,my favourite memories are of the childhood times which i have spent all alone playing stupid crazy games...of the afternoons where i had nothing to do but spend time with myself...thats when i thought my imagination was alive and i could create things around me which were not present...and these things seemed to bhave become alive just at my wish...i felt amazing then.and now as i have grown up i feel that my ability to imagine things with real precision has diminished greatly. sometimes i dont knw for sure if the things that i think have had happened actually happened or were a dream tht i